I detailed weird meet-ups with rising rappers and told Florida about every man I screwed or who even showed interest in me.And every morning I’d wake up to his drooling response.Cuckold refers to the fact that the man being cuckolded is the last to know about his wife’s infidelity.This also refers to a tradition claiming that in villages of European time, the community would gather around to collectively humiliate a man whose wife gave birth to a child that was not his own.Earlier that year my boyfriend and I had broken up, and with that, my decade-long attempt at monogamous relationships came to an end. No longer would I be bound to a boyfriend back home who drained me with his need for my love and attention. I was going to live like Robert Plant: Screw whoever I wanted, when I wanted. Men were just going to be these nice sidebars and no longer primary characters in my life story. Florida wanted to watch me seduce, tease and flirt with random men.
Florida’s fetish completely took over in our hotel room. I had to be constantly coaxing him along, talking dirty about all the men I had slept with as he vocalized how bad he wanted to hide in the corner and watch me with other guys. But I only had so many stories to tell, and I was getting exhausted. I was pretending to be into the cuckold thing because I had convinced myself it was part of my mission. To be that woman in the book my aunt gave me when I was 15. Mish Way is a front woman of the punk band White Lung.
According to this legend, a parade was held in which the hapless husband was forced into wearing antlers on his head as a symbol of his wife’s infidelity.
The term cuckold in modern times has morphed into what some refer to as a sexual fetish, or for some couples, a lifestyle.
I used to think it was because I never truly loved any of them, but now I realize it was more about the reality of my ego and confidence. I told him I’d had sex with the guy the last time I was home for a friend’s wedding.
“After the party, I made him carry two vases of flowers and my shoes while we caught a cab. We got to my house, we did a bunch of coke that he bought, then we fucked for hours. I thought about you occasionally but it didn't last because he is better than you.”At first Florida’s cuckold fetish was an exciting form of entertainment. Plus, it propelled me to shamelessly go after whoever I wanted to sleep with.
One of the main ingredients in the cuckold marriage is the practice of humiliation, and for the husband’s sexual release to be withheld until his wife decides to allow him to climax.